[He wants to type a wall of abuse. He wants to round back up and argue against Jedao's previous message again.
"what do you mean, 'if the risk isn't worth it to me'?"
he wants to type
"I already took the risk and it bit me right in the neck!"
He wants to write essays about how Bill never hurt him. About how Elijah never hurt him. He wants to write about kissing Quentin under the mistletoe, and how nice it was, only hours before kissing Jedao turned his blood cold.
He wants to scream at Jedao for making this hard. For immediately being himself again. For knowing how much Rhys responds to being liked, and immediately leaning on it.
He types out and deletes a dozen messages, before finally fighting back the urge to engage, and replying with a single word:]
GOOD.
[That's all. He hopes you miss the absolute shit out of him, Jedao. He hopes you feel as much like garbage as he does.]
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Date: 2019-12-09 03:56 am (UTC)"what do you mean, 'if the risk isn't worth it to me'?"
he wants to type
"I already took the risk and it bit me right in the neck!"
He wants to write essays about how Bill never hurt him. About how Elijah never hurt him. He wants to write about kissing Quentin under the mistletoe, and how nice it was, only hours before kissing Jedao turned his blood cold.
He wants to scream at Jedao for making this hard. For immediately being himself again. For knowing how much Rhys responds to being liked, and immediately leaning on it.
He types out and deletes a dozen messages, before finally fighting back the urge to engage, and replying with a single word:]
GOOD.
[That's all. He hopes you miss the absolute shit out of him, Jedao. He hopes you feel as much like garbage as he does.]