More bitterness, although this time unfairly. Rhys is just as perfectly guilty of holding onto things as Jedao is. He just isn't feeling generous right now, about anything.
"Sorry. I just don't have a lot of faith in him right now. I know you do. I know you'll be okay."
But this is just another thing that he's angry at Jedao about right now. Fives doesn't really even cross his mind. The blurry amorphous shape of someone who hates him for reasons that Rhys doesn't really even understand anymore, and who Rhys hates back mostly out of habit by now.
He doesn't know if that will be okay, and feels thoroughly unqualified to guess about it.
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Date: 2019-12-10 04:24 pm (UTC)More bitterness, although this time unfairly. Rhys is just as perfectly guilty of holding onto things as Jedao is. He just isn't feeling generous right now, about anything.
"Sorry. I just don't have a lot of faith in him right now. I know you do. I know you'll be okay."
But this is just another thing that he's angry at Jedao about right now. Fives doesn't really even cross his mind. The blurry amorphous shape of someone who hates him for reasons that Rhys doesn't really even understand anymore, and who Rhys hates back mostly out of habit by now.
He doesn't know if that will be okay, and feels thoroughly unqualified to guess about it.