And-- no criticism of you now, but you kicked my ass, and shot me, and I-- I spent a lot of the first six months we were paired just waiting for the next thing to happen and having to try and convince you that I was a complete idiot who you literally couldn't hurt badly enough to make me quit because I knew if I showed you what freaked me out, then you were going to go right at it like a piranha, and it sucked.
And-- you're probably going to be better at this than I was, but I also think Jedao's going to be worse than you were, so-- honestly, if I can leverage anything-- including guilt about you being my friend, to stop any of that? Then I want too. And I'm sorry if that's--
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Date: 2019-07-04 02:56 am (UTC)And-- no criticism of you now, but you kicked my ass, and shot me, and I-- I spent a lot of the first six months we were paired just waiting for the next thing to happen and having to try and convince you that I was a complete idiot who you literally couldn't hurt badly enough to make me quit because I knew if I showed you what freaked me out, then you were going to go right at it like a piranha, and it sucked.
And-- you're probably going to be better at this than I was, but I also think Jedao's going to be worse than you were, so-- honestly, if I can leverage anything-- including guilt about you being my friend, to stop any of that? Then I want too. And I'm sorry if that's--
Y'know, if you don't need it.