He said something about Bill, when he contacted me. The vibe was like:
"If being my friend is too much of a risk then I'll be angry and hurt because you're still friends with Bill and he's done way worse things than this, but hey it's up to you!"
And I wanted to get a megaphone and like, scream in his face that Bill has never hurt me. Like, not once. But also, Bill doesn't just tell you stories about how dangerous he is in a whole different universe and then in this universe cry on your shoulder, or put his head in your lap, or make you think that he's
[He has to stop for a minute.]
It's not like he isn't complicated, but if Bill decided he needed to turn me inside out because of some extremely complicated scheme
[...Actually, you know what?]
I was going to say "I feel like I'd been warned", but you know what, I actually don't think he even would at this point.
I think he'd make a different scheme.
Oh, and the hardware's fine. It's something to do with-- connective tissue and nerves and stuff. I'm talking to Harry about it.
You don't have too. I guess I'm just the same as you. I want to say it our loud without actually having a huge ethical debate with him, because I know if I do I'll just end up--
[He wants to say falling back in love with him, but that's not really what he means. It's a step too far.]
He's magnetic and if you let him anywhere near your heart he'll turn your life upside down, either in the best way imaginable or by destroying all of it.
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"If being my friend is too much of a risk then I'll be angry and hurt because you're still friends with Bill and he's done way worse things than this, but hey it's up to you!"
And I wanted to get a megaphone and like, scream in his face that Bill has never hurt me. Like, not once. But also, Bill doesn't just tell you stories about how dangerous he is in a whole different universe and then in this universe cry on your shoulder, or put his head in your lap, or make you think that he's
[He has to stop for a minute.]
It's not like he isn't complicated, but if Bill decided he needed to turn me inside out because of some extremely complicated scheme
[...Actually, you know what?]
I was going to say "I feel like I'd been warned", but you know what, I actually don't think he even would at this point.
I think he'd make a different scheme.
Oh, and the hardware's fine. It's something to do with-- connective tissue and nerves and stuff. I'm talking to Harry about it.
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Thank you though Rhys- please don't stop hanging out with me. I need the sanity check.
I'll bring you that cake asap?
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[He wants to say falling back in love with him, but that's not really what he means. It's a step too far.]
Falling back into his orbit. In his gravity.
Thanks, Quentin. Can't w8 for c8ke x
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GET SOME REST make Elijah spoil you
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Be careful okay? Feel free to come over if you need to cry about toast again
xxx
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Text if ANYTHING.
But seriously- goodnight.