It's okay. I like people, sure, but the more I stay here the more complicated everything gets. Did you know I've never been permanently paired up and I've been here over a year? That's a very long time.
But I'm okay with that! I don't really need a deal or anything, so it's mostly been helping people peripherally with their problems.
I just don't know what I'm going to do after we get out of here.
When he graduated, he didn't want to go back to his world. He said he wanted to come to mine, so he made a copy of himself and gave it to me to upload into a new body. I've been keeping it safe ever since.
Oh, uh. Well. It was more of a gradual thing, you know? Like, I don't think I could be someone's warden selflessly without thinking about what I wanted at the end of it. And that's not fair to the person I'd be helping.
I think-- I mean, okay, I think you're going to help people no matter what, but I think, if you were permanently paired? I think you're going to help someone so much, that they won't be worried about why you're doing it.
And-- maybe you're going to get someone who does need you to be their warden full time?
I mean, I'm not saying you need to do that, but I don't think you need to worry about it if it does happen.
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Date: 2020-05-07 02:32 pm (UTC)Ohhhhhhh.
Oh, I see.
Yeah, Rhys! I don't want to be your warden either, I just want to be friends like we were before!
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Date: 2020-05-07 02:55 pm (UTC)Honestly, it's a much more discriminating gig than the warden one. Any old person could end up being my Warden. I'm more picky about my friends.
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Date: 2020-05-07 03:04 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-05-07 04:00 pm (UTC)Apart from Quentin, maybe, but he hated me when we first met so he has questionable tastes.
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Date: 2020-05-07 04:05 pm (UTC)But I'm okay with that! I don't really need a deal or anything, so it's mostly been helping people peripherally with their problems.
I just don't know what I'm going to do after we get out of here.
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Date: 2020-05-07 04:11 pm (UTC)And-- I guess, do you know what you want to do when you get out?
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Date: 2020-05-07 04:14 pm (UTC)Well...help Teddy regain a body again. But after that, I don't know.
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Date: 2020-05-07 04:17 pm (UTC)And what's changed your mind?
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Date: 2020-05-07 04:20 pm (UTC)Oh, uh. Well. It was more of a gradual thing, you know? Like, I don't think I could be someone's warden selflessly without thinking about what I wanted at the end of it. And that's not fair to the person I'd be helping.
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Date: 2020-05-07 05:06 pm (UTC)And-- maybe you're going to get someone who does need you to be their warden full time?
I mean, I'm not saying you need to do that, but I don't think you need to worry about it if it does happen.
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Date: 2020-05-07 05:09 pm (UTC)Oh! I forgot to tell you, I made some friends and we started a nerd dungeon game!
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Date: 2020-05-07 05:27 pm (UTC)And, you don't have to call it that y'know...
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Date: 2020-05-07 05:32 pm (UTC)Sorry! It's already been written into my solid-state memory.