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therushingsky ([personal profile] therushingsky) wrote2030-08-19 04:12 pm

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"Heyyyy, you've reached the head office of the Atlas Corporation, leave a message and your number, and one of our people will get back to you."
ninefox: (why do we play games?)

[personal profile] ninefox 2019-01-18 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
I'm Crowned With Eyes. I don't expect you to understand or care what that means. But it is not unlike being psychic, and it is not comfortable.

You want me to wake up because I've lost focus, and everyone in history who's been in my place - which you know so much about - is even relevant, but you're not at all implying that it's the same?

I wish my universe never existed, not as it did for a good four hundred years before my birth. I would happily be erased. And I didn't have a bad life, until I made the first real moves to unhinge the Calendar in earnest. But I cannot remember the first time I saw someone publicly tortured to death. And when I was a kid I thought it was loud, and boring. And normal. That's just what happens. They're just heretics. Everyone knew that.

No exaggerations, no inferences. You said even garbage universes deserve to exist. And I think you're just wrong. Mine didn't, and neither did I, and neither did anyone else who watched and was warped by watching, forcing themselves to accept and believe it was normal and safe and good. And the ones who couldn't do it ended up on the table themselves.

Universes deserve nothing. Only people deserve anything, and we can't always give it to them. Maybe your anarchy isn't as impossible to improve without ripping up the foundations as the Heptarchate's ubiquitous and terrible control. That seems plausible to me. But you don't get to speak for all worlds. And when you put your own single wish to live against the possible infinity of warped future lives, it strikes me as - natural, understandable, but selfish.

[And because he is something very close to psychic, "I'll save the rest" is enough for him to cock his head -]

When you make your deal, make sure to leave Palpatine out, please. Or he'll poison whatever refugee utopia you think you can make work just as well as he did the galaxy the first time around.
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[personal profile] ninefox 2019-01-18 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe it is. For all the good it ever did me.

[Sharply, wistfully wry. But he's being selfish over the clones. He wants them for him, he always wanted children, he's going to have a million and all he has to do is steal them and rewrite history.]

They aren't - exactly -

[He shakes his head.]

Nevermind. Sure. Where?

[He mostly figures Rhys is finally going to punch him after all, but whatever. Sure. Fine.]
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[personal profile] ninefox 2019-01-18 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
If that's what you want.

See you soon, Rhys.

[It's a few minutes before he knocks.]
ninefox: (kiss)

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[personal profile] ninefox 2019-01-18 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
[Jedao looks...tired, and sad. His eyes aren't red but his shoulders sag a little under his uniform. He waits like he's bracing for something.

When the hug comes, he's still for a moment of pure surprise, then melts into it, tucks his face into the crook of Rhys's neck, arms coming up to cling back tightly. He takes slow, deep breaths as he holds on, not quite letting himself shudder.]


I'm sorry for...calling you things.

[Even if he hadn't meant Rhys specifically, or Rhys as a person, with all of them - well, all the more reason to apologize.]
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[personal profile] ninefox 2019-01-18 05:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[Jedao manages to stop clinging with one hand long enough to stroke a slow, soothing hand down Rhys's back, even as he takes a hitching, wavering sort of breath, followed by a raggedy sigh.]

Just a fucking psycho then?

The word doesn't matter. I'm not....good. No one has to be delicate about it.
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[personal profile] ninefox 2019-01-20 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
[Jedao has not really been exposed to the wonderful world of trolleyology. But he can pick up the gist.]

You have to kill the guy laying the train tracks, obviously.

[Which is easier to say than I put everyone I loved on the train just to get to the switch.]

If there's no right answer, you have to change the question.
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[personal profile] ninefox 2019-01-20 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
[He wouldn't. He didn't. He killed everyone, fucking up the scenario.

He goes a little bit stiff, even as his hands clutch fistfuls of Rhys's clothes. It sounds awful and narcissistic, I'm not like the rest of you. But before Fives, he was so, so alone.]


I don't understand why you're so invested in this word.
ninefox: (why do we play games?)

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[personal profile] ninefox 2019-01-25 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
[There's a long quiet where Jedao doesn't say what he's thinking.]

Why?
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[personal profile] ninefox 2019-02-04 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
I feel like this is not really a nuanced understanding of how fuckin' weird cats can be.

[Truculent mumbling more than real argument.]

People are animals too. We have natures. Some parts of people are terrible.